Land of Diskgrinder

Now, just now it clears And forms are filled in, dry and brittle The thing finishes The over, the just gone, the signed away The bricks of  the foundation gone The groundwork bare again, but now disinterred, showing age and tracks Where there was a house, now there's weeds

The gust of belched air comes across the dark green dark of the moor, as does the werewolf. His mouth is spittled and raw, his breath is strong and red. He will eat you , his teeth in you, his hips cracking against you. So - knowing this - you run headlong through the gorse and bracken. When you find the road, its gravel outlying, you run that much faster over its hard return. No good: you may be faster; so is he. His breath is on your heels, the leap to bring you down a potential that is about to be. Escaping in a minute. Get your car up the ramp from the waiting ferry. Customs is passed, and you are very relieved that, the weight of contraband is undetected - a freight of tobacco, a bible-coded prediction of selling in car boot sales, along with lamps, porcelain dogs and bootleg CDs. Different kind of capture. There's no win in the motorway: up your arse all the way to junction nine; until you swing a turn and they pass you. The little lights of the exit, as you swin...

is some melancholic zone, where yellow acid colours bleed. a corner in an architecture where he can sit and contemplate the stone, and the foundations, that delineate the parameters anyway, see below, because

Up the fucking motorway one two many times this month. Leave at shit o'clock in the morning in the polluter (new name for van) when it is dark and cold and cold and dark. Get there, then spend hours measured in least remembered minutes in a bright office. Looking at people. Wondering if they have an inner life (of course they do) or are they just wallpaper (of course they're not). I do the thing with work, one pointless thing after another, with both joy and dedication (who are sisters if you believe Christians). Then I eat stuff burnt in the subsidised canteen. Then I do more worky work. With diagrams . With bullet points. And I say some stuff which gets listened to ("I'm going to have a piss now") and other stuff that doesn't ("I hate you, I hate you, is that a doughnut?"). Then I'm back in the van, where first I smoke a cigarette, and then I turn the key in the ignition and the fucking oil light blinks, so I ignore that harbinger of ...

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